I hate when people say “You don’t need him,” because they are right I don’t need him, but I want him more than anything and that is infinitely worst.
and if he wants to leave
then let him leave
you are terrifying
and strange and beautiful
something not everyone knows how to love
This year taught me that my loneliness has more to do with myself than anyone else. The loneliest I will ever be is when I do not have the strength to love myself.